ta da
it feels like there’s a big rock in my stomach…
uncertainty and curiosity just roaming around in my brain
leaving anguished feelings of betrayal
but how?
Technically, nothing unfair is being done.
Surprisingly, its still there. And I really wish it wasn’t.
honestly my drawings are missing color
If I was really good Im sure it wouldnt but im not that great so it would look a thousand times better with it.
Been fighting mixed feelings all day.
Wondering what I’m still doing, what I’m involving myself in.
Trying to figure out who you really are.
If I even knew you to begin with.



